Another milestone is in the works and I will be able to share more about that next week sometime. It's very exciting, slightly daunting, and it's definitely something that I'm proud of myself for following through on. This past year has been a wild roller coaster of new things and stepping into a world that I've always only felt like an outsider of. Here's to pushing the boundaries of your comfort zone!
The red berries are from the American holly tree beside our front porch. While they can be an annoyance sometimes (my car is nearly always covered in bird poop), they do serve for a nice moment of admiration a lot of the time too.
By nature, I for years have chastised myself for missteps, misgivings and really anything that I later viewed as something that could have been taken the wrong way, that could have had the slight possibility of shedding a negative light on me or that just did not turn out how I wanted it to, no matter how small and insignificant. It took me pretty much until my adult life to convince myself that I am not the things that I do/have done. That they do not define who I am. Furthermore, there is no wrong decision once it's all said and done. Yes, you can choose a path that is more fortuitous to you -- one that will make you more successful, possibly more content, and that would leave fewer people hurt in the end. But once you are on that lower road... and you can't take any of it back, there is no benefit to despair or thoughts of "if I had done things differently..." At that moment, it is finished. It is sealed. At that moment, all you can do is know that you are exactly where you are meant to be, because there is no turning back. All you can do is be confident in that, listen to your discernment, and move forward. It will all be okay in the end. As long as you pursue what you are certain to be true and right, as long as you strive to fulfill your purpose and seek after the deepest desires of your heart, you will be on your right path.
And in all of this, you have to BE KIND TO YOURSELF. (I really struggled with this one. That is how the Mantra scarf was born). Don't torture yourself over things you can't change. Show yourself some grace. This is not to say that we should not take responsibility for our actions; I am merely stating that dwelling on them does no good for anyone. Do what you can to make it right, then forgive yourself and move on.
There is no need for regret. It is a poison that spoils talent, potential, passions and fulfillment. Your possibilities are limitless. GO.
Just like the holidays, January flew by in a flash. Here's a recap of what happened around here during the first month of 2013.
New Feature: 52 Forms of Fungi
I started a new challenge for the year -- knitting a different type of fungi for every week of 2013. Check out the ones I posted this month:
Introduction || Form #1 || Form #2
DIY: I shared a tutorial on how to knit your own silver mushrooms (from 52 Forms of Fungi #1) and turn them into pendants for a necklace!
Finished Projects: I finished up my cozy Big Herringbone Cowl, made with Malabrigo Worsted yarn.
Inspiration: I posted about the Blue Trees art installation that I saw in Sacramento last fall.
Mentions: My Decomposition series was featured on Knit Hacker! Way cool.
Reflection: I looked back at the many milestones of 2012 with a highlights post and a day to day photo post.
In the Works: I shared a little bit about a new collaborative project I'm working on (involving those little succulents up there) and a little about things that make these dark, drab days of winter a little bit brighter:
Looking back, I'm already happy with how this year is going. I've got my hands in a couple of other things that I can't share about just yet, also. February is looking promising!
I had a question from Misti recently about whether I record the patterns for these pieces that I'm working on as I go. The answer is YES, I write them down in case the result is something that I really like and want to duplicate. For instance, I am already in the process of making more of the forms depicted in this post for a larger installation. If any of the pieces have potential to be incorporated into the Decomposition series, I've gotta have some record of what I did! In any case...
This polypore was inspired by some conks I saw out in a natural area recently. The ones I looked at were white in color, but I was purchasing yarn recently and this shade of Knit Picks Palette, called "Pennyroyal", grasped my attention and I knew I had to do something with it. A project idea came to mind and this is the first piece for that project. I've been using the Palette yarn A LOT lately, and it's quickly becoming a favorite for these types of projects... so many great colors!
This is the first "fungi" that I've attached only temporarily to a living tree, so it was fun trying out a way to do that (which worked pretty well). On that note, no trees were harmed during the installation of this fungi! Although, there was a power-walker who kept circling the nearby trail and was giving me some really funny looks. It made me giggle to myself a little bit... I can already tell that this project is going to be a lot of fun! Are you ready for more?
View more posts about the 52 Forms of Fungi project.